[151] Embittered

Been reminiscing / 

feeling more angry than hurt / 

just need a clean break

[150] I'm an Adult!

add another notch /

onto my adulthood belt /

apartment achieved

[149] Need to let go

I tried to reach out

starting to get the feeling / 

you just want me gone

[148] peer pressure

Off from work early / 

I wasn't too productive / 

then she made me drink

[147] keep awake

Suddenly tired / 

hit with wave of exhaustion / 

no, sandman, not yet!

[146] Independence

Got one step closer / 

walked around "my" place today / 

it shall soon be mine

[145] Renewed Confidence

I am back baby / 

more determined than ever / 

to get my life back

[144] Filling out quota

Spending time with you / 

doesn't happen quite enough / 

stay longer next time

[143] Bonne Chance, Kia!

Now that you're leaving / 

making fun of ratchet gyms / 

will not be the same

[142] Friendly Advice

Sit there and take it / 

Wait until the power's yours / 

Then use it for good

[141] Trade off

I passed my exam! / 

got one thing going for me / 

...coughing up a lung

[140] Why even send the email?

my results are in! / 

"your score will be sent to you" / 

TO-fucking-MORROW! 

[139] "You're Selfish"

want to let you go / 

don't know what's holding me back / 

must be selfishness

[138] Signs of Aging

thirty minute nap / 

became a two-hour nap / 

'cuz I'm old ...and sick

[137] 4 more to go!

Counting down the weeks / 

'til I have some sanity / 

end of the school year

[136] Quite painful

Chest is on fire / 

tiny swords stabbing my throat / 

How am I STILL sick?

[135] Multiple Intelligence Theory

Intelligences / 

Top three: me, music, language* / 

not so good with math

*For your reference: http://www.literacynet.org/mi/assessment/findyourstrengths.html

[134] Reflection

Fourteen school days left / 

thinking about all the gains / 

I have made this year

[133] Dignity

It hit me at once / 

Her time is coming up soon /

She's already gone

[132] Anxiety-stricken

In the biggest funk / 

Feeling anxious and nervous / 

crying all the time

[131] I need fun!

awful Sunday news:

finding out that my workload / 

just increased tenfold

[130] What to Take???

Fearing medicine / 

mix of paranoia and / 

biased rhetoric

[129] Allergies or Fever?

My runny nose sniffs /

my head throbs and throat itches 

as my left eye drips 

[128] A stressed Natasha is not a happy Natasha

classes start Monday / 

not looking forward to it / 

stress level increase

[127] Who told you this?!

That awkward moment / 

when a child tells you her pills / 

are just like candy

[126] No Motivation

That lazy moment / 

when you put in no effort / 

writing a haiku

[125] Fearing the Unknown

Pit of my stomach / 

Wrestling with knots, butterflies / 

unsure what's to come

[124] Note to Self: Keep a Positive Attitude

Feeling exhausted / 

and my week's just starting off / 

dig deep and push through

[123] Epic Fail Challenge

BIG inflatables / 

commuter week on steroids / 

we're all just big kids

[122] #LEGOS!

Playing with legos / 

The Batman - Penguin battle / 

special bonding time

[121] Should I Blame Her or U?

Need to calm my nerves / 

You are still breaking my heart / 

after all this time